Onward to Outreach!

Hey Everyone!
Time for another update from the land of bread and chocolate!
Lecture Phase is now OFFICIALLY over! It's so weird being able to say that I'm finally done with speakers and everything. We had our last speaker this past friday. He was amazing! He talked about the Kingdom of God and what that Kingdom looks like. It inspired me so much; it was a really good lecture week to have right before Outreach in my opinion.
This week my outreach team got a visit from a woman who came to talk to us about abortion. It was specifically about the abortion of baby girls in India and China because of the social stigma that boys are better for a family to have than girls. We got to watch a movie about it that hasn't even been released to the public yet. It was a very heart-breaking film. There were real stories and interviews from families and activists in the two countries, and it really gave me an idea of the opinions that I will be facing on outreach. Although I thought it was really sad, it inspired me to make a difference when I'm on outreach. I plan on pouring as much love as I possibly can into the lives of as many young girls as I can. EVERYONE deserves to feel loved and like they matter. I can't even imagine what my life would have been like without the love that I got from my family.
We have a really big team going on outreach. The first 8 of us left today. It was exciting to send them off! Also some of the other teams left today. I got to wave out of the window and shout good-byes. I really wished I had a handkerchief so that I could act like I was in an old movie and wave it from the window haha! I know that God is going to use them so well while they are all gone.
As for me and the rest of my team, we are staying at the base a tad longer. The goal is for all of us to leave this Thursday! I'm excited to get this show on the road and venture off into Asia and love people! Almost all of us have our tickets. There are 6 of us (including myself) that still need the money to get tickets, but I am almost there! God has truly been showing his faithfulness to me in these past few weeks! I haven't had the money to spend on chocolate and other things, but whenever I have been craving things, they just seem to pop out of nowhere! People will either give them to me, or I will come back to my room to discover a treat on my bed! One night I went to sleep and woke up to 10 Euros on my bed! I know for a fact that it was not mine. God is good, all the time!
Because we aren't leaving yet, we are doing outreach in town until we get enough money to get plane tickets! I am really excited about this actually. We get to bless the community of Herrnhut and show them how much we truly appreciate all that they do for us. For example, after lunch today a group of us are going to go shovel walkways and driveways for elderly people in town. I am so happy just to be able to shovel snow seeing as though I never get to really see snow... being from Abbotsford (A.K.A. The land of endless rain) and all.
PRAYER REQUEST TIME!! :D If you want to pray for my team and myself, please pray for our finances to come in. Also please pray for the 8 of us that have already left! I am super excited to hear from them about what God is doing through them already! Please pray that we all keep our health over in Asia and that no one becomes really sick. Also please pray that we would continue to dive deep into the knowledge of who God is and how much he loves us!
If you would like to donate to my team and myself, I provided a link down below so that you can! Hope that your December is going to be as awesome as mine!!!

What Happens When You Mix Little Sleep and Coffee...


Sorry for the long time no blog everybody!! I have been super busy these past few weeks. I’ve been meaning to blog… HONESTLY. But sometimes when you live with so many people and do so many things, spending time writing doesn’t happen. But now I have some coffee in my system (Latte Macchiato Karamellgeschmack to be precise..hehe German coffee), I won’t be able to sleep for quite a while so I will be up into the wee hours of the morning. PERFECT time to write a little something down!

This week has been one of the best weeks so far in DTS if not the best one yet!!! Man oh man. First of all, our speaker this week was Dan. He is the FUNNIEST man on the face of the earth. Seriously. I almost cried in lecture from laughing so many times! It was unreal! He had such a spirit of joy from God, and you could just see it radiating out of him. He also clarified so many points about God that I was wondering and contemplating. He also had his friend Christian with him. Christian is such an intelligent person. He gave one lecture on Jesus as the Word… My mind was utterly and completely blown… TO PIECES. Oh man. It would be WAY too complicated to type out, but I had NEVER thought of Jesus being “the Word” like that before and it seriously was the most mind blowing, intellectual lecture that I have ever been in. It honestly made me miss university haha!

I also learned how to develop film and paper in the dark room this week, which is exciting and also nerve racking at the same time. There are so many chemicals that you get to use and you have to do it in the pitch black. It was so weird rolling up my film in the dark and taking scissors to it! I was terrified that I would do something wrong, but it has been awesome so far. In fact as I’m typing I’m waiting for my film to be finished sitting in the negative fixer. WEIRD! (wow… can you tell I’ve had too much coffee or WHAT!). I also got to play with studio lighting for the first time and shoot my first photoshoot in FILM. This is slightly terrifying because if they don’t turn out then I have a lot of work to do in a very short period of time, but my model (the amazing Kayla!!) was very cooperative (and stunningly gorgeous!) and I really pray that they turn out amazing.

This week has also been the week of awesome people! I got to hang out with some wicked schweeeet people. This past Friday I got to have a sleepover with Kelli and Maddie where we may have baked and eaten an entire cake to ourselves… or not… technically there was no evidence that there ever WAS a cake, so nothing can be proven! We watched a movie and painted our nails and had awesome times playing on Photobooth. Then we woke up (me to my feet being tickled… THANKS MADDIE!!!) and had awesome French toast with Canadian maple syrup! Good way to start the day! From there we met with Jenn, Cody and Patrick and took off to Görlitz. It was an amazing day of crazy laughter and awesome site seeing. We even walked over into POLAND and got some perrogies… oh man, they were SO GOOD! They were my first since Camp! We got to take pictures of awesome people, play in a playground and cram into a tiny playhouse designed for 3 small children, and find the most amazing old book store! We also found the best döner place that I have been to yet! (For those of you who don’t know döner is a Turkish food that they serve in Germany. It is what we all in this DTS live off of). I haven’t laughed that hard in quite a long time! So many shenanigans!

God and I are also doing amazing! He is showing me new things every day and I love learning from him! We are also planning more and more for outreach, which is exciting! Im not going to be posting too much about outreach, for the safety of the long term missionaries that are over there, but if you have questions you can feel free to shoot me off an e-mail (trinda_13@hotmail.com) and I can answer any questions you might have. I only have 3 weeks of lecture phase left, and I’m staring to get really excited about outreach. I know that it will be so life changing and eye opening to how amazing God truly is and I’m so excited to get to serve him in a whole new way!

AND NOW CHILDREN I MUST ADJOURN TO THE DARK ROOM. Audios amigos! Ich Liebt Dich!!!

Back Home in Herrnhut!

God taught me quite a few things while being on outreach. The first lesson was that ministry is hard in first world countries. People are so content in living the lives that they already have. They have so much that they can fill their lives with, they feel like they don't need God. People think that in order to become a Christian they have to give up everything fun and what fills their lives, so they reject it. "Why would I give this up? If God wanted me to be happy, then why would he take away what makes me happy?"

I also learned that my expectations and God’s plans are two completely different things sometimes... well, most of the times. I would have thought that I would have already learned this lesson, seeing as though God and I haven’t seen “eye to eye” on a few occasions and he has always been right somehow (Insert sarcasm here ;) ) . I went into the outreach with expectations on how God would use me and how it was going to look. God had quite different plans for me, and my time there. I was disappointed at the time, but looking back now, I realize that I totally needed the learning experiences I had. If my weeks had looked any different then I wouldn’t have learned anything.

I had expected to be a part of “big” things. That I would see miraculous things all the time and that people would be giving their lives to Jesus left, right, and center. Amazing things happened (there was a healing and people discovering Jesus), but I expected so much more and was disappointed at my lack of “evangelism talent”. I didn’t even think that I was being used. I didn’t see results, therefor I was useless. WRONG! I wasn’t harvesting, but planting and watering. Sometimes we get so focused on the harvest we forget that we have to plant and water first. God is the most important in this process though. When I got back to Herrnhut he reminded me of this verse…

So neither he who plants nor he who waters is anything, but only God, who makes things grow.   1 Corinthians 3:7

Even if I had witnessed people deciding to let Jesus into their lives, it wouldn’t have been my doing, but Gods. I was doing something important while I was there. God had me doing what I was doing for a purpose. Even if I never see any harvest from the work that I did (and I probably never will), it was worthwhile!

During the second week we also put together a flash mob! It was so amazing to be a part of something so cool! I have another thing I can officially cross off my bucket list! It was so awesome that people were so fascinated by what we were doing and the fact that we were spreading the gospel by doing it. We all sang to “Beautiful Things” by Gungor and it fit with the city so well.

Being on the road is awesome, but nothing compares to being back "home". I have realized that I have a very loose definition of the term "home". I've been known to call camp, Trinity Western and the base here my home. Home is wherever I feel comfortable and content. I've never really been one for homesickness, because I usually feel quite at home almost anywhere, which I count as an insane blessing. But after being in the big city without an actual bed for two weeks, nothing beats coming "home" to the tiny town of Herrnhut and being able to crawl back into bed and back into my comfortable routine.

The big city was awesome, don't get me wrong. I love the city! Nothing beats Starbucks for €1.50 and only having to walk two minutes to get it! But there is something completely peaceful about living in a small town. I missed the trees and the quite of Herrnhut. ALSO God totally blessed us with snow this weekend, so that was TOTALLY AWESOME! He also blessed me with Bacon… which was amazing! It has been two months since I’ve had bacon. You truly appreciate so much once it is taken from you haha!

ALSO Breaking News! I found out my outreach location! WOOOOHOOOO!! I will NOT be posting in on Facebook or here, due to the safety of my teammates and the permanent base staff in the country(s). BUT if you would like to know, send me a message and I will fill you in on the awesome news!! I would also like to ask that you would please pray for me and my team, as well as all the other teams we are sending out. Outreach is going to be amazing and hard and life changing so prayer for ready and willing hearts would be much appreciated!

Here's the Video of us doing the Flash Mob.
If you are searching for me, my hair is strait, so good luck to you;
I like to make like Waldo and be hard to find ;) haha


Three Months

Three months ago my life was changed forever. I can’t even begin to describe the emotional roller-coaster that the staff, families and I went through. But God is good. That is what I cling to when times are rough; the fact that God is Good. He is beyond comprehension. I don’t know why we all had to go through this tragedy, but through Jesus comes healing, strength and wisdom.

The first week I came to YWAM, I was still devastated. I am really good at putting on a strong positive face and acting like everything is ok. My summer ended completely different than I wanted or expected and I had to leave my friends and brother, who were all still processing behind. I was in an entirely new country and had a lot of pent up emotional hurt that I was still clinging to.

The first lecture we were going through was on how to listen to God’s voice. I felt like He had something that He really wanted to tell me, but I was making things complicated and was overthinking everything. It has always been hard for me to hear God’s voice, and I was trying too hard and not really getting anything. I was frustrated and angry and all of my pent up emotional baggage came out. On the Thursday, Donna (our speaker) told us to take an hour and go for a walk. We were supposed to listen to what God wanted to tell us.

I went through the woods next to the castle. On the path, within the first 15 feet of the entrance, was a tree that been chopped down and an open stump. Broken branches surrounded the stump, and it was like I was back at camp. I felt like I needed to sit on the stump, so I climbed over to it and sat down and listened. An overwhelming sense of security washed over me. Seeing the size of that tree, and remembering how much devastation was caused by so many trees, God gently reminded me that he WAS there. The event could have been so much worse than it was. He is there in every circumstance. He has a plan for everything.

I was calmed, but not satisfied. I felt broken. I was still angry. I asked him why I felt so broken and why this happened. I looked down at the broken stump and saw little glimpses of new life growing from the brokenness. God then told me that He creates new life out of brokenness. From tragedy springs new life. I just sat there in his presence for a while and soaked it all in.

God’s ways are mysterious and confusing. What happened was awful, but so many life-giving things have come out of it. I feel like I’ve been so open with God since I’ve been here. So many things are changing and it’s because I was in a state of brokenness. God is the greatest comforter that there is. I’m still not happy with what happened, and I don’t think I need to be. I think all that I need to be is content in God and allow Him to work in my life. God works in every situation, all the time. God is Good, all the time.

Culture is “Shocking” Sometimes


            Living in a different country is… different. You think that would be obvious, but you don’t realize how different cultures are until you are there living smack dab in the middle of it. German culture is pretty different than Canadian culture. For example, I’m used to being as loud as I want during the night. However, here in Germany they have something called “Quite Hours”. Staring at 8 pm things outside have to be almost silent and at 10 pm things inside buildings should be quite as well. I am NOT used to this whatsoever. Things I used to do back home, like playing grounders until 3am, would NOT fly here.  This is disappointing because I love being outside at night having fun, but it is good in because it helps to make sure that I actually get to bed at a decent hour at night. 
We also take care of the trash quite differently. In Germany they sort ALL of their garbage. They have about 4 different categories of garbage, which are enforced everywhere, even in places like malls and outdoors. If we sort our garbage wrong at the base they can actually refuse to take our garbage that week. If we get repeated warnings they can even tell us that they aren’t taking our garbage at all anymore and we have to take care of it ourselves. They take it very seriously over here. I actually like it though. I wish we could adopt something like this back home… that is, until I have to throw out my to-go drink cup that I had my tea in, and need to use 3 different garbage cans for it! Haha.
Interacting with people in everyday life is different too. For example when I go to the store they usually don’t hand me my change directly. There is usually a shallow bowl that they put the money into. Line-ups are a free for all too. Just yesterday I had people, even old ladies, try to budge in front of me.
There is one interesting thing that I found out about. During lecture one of the staff brought up that when we worship on the street we have to be careful about how we raise our arms. They said that we have to be aware of how we angle our arms so that it doesn’t look like how the Nazi’s did back in WWII. I thought it was just out of respect, but after talking to a German, I found out that it was actually illegal to hold your arm like that in public. I found it interesting how much times have changed, but things from WWII still effect how people live their day-to-day lives.

Week 1 of Mini Outreach


My DTS left Herrnhut last Sunday for Nürnburg do to mini outreach. This being my first time doing any mission type stuff ever, I probably don’t need to explain how excited I was, especially if you know how excited I get over just about anything. We had our entire school (all 120ish of us) waiting at one bus stop, which must have been a sight for anyone passing by. We had called ahead to the bus company and warned them that we would be traveling in such a large group. They said that it was no problem and that they would send two buses. Guess who didn’t send two buses!! First miracle of the week… fitting 120 students, complete with traveling backpacks, camera equipment, musical instruments, art supplies and whatever else you can imagine, onto ONE bus. I was buried under about 4 or 5 backpacks! It was actually so much fun (although I’m sure that the bus driver would argue otherwise…).
From the bus we got onto a train, and then transferred to get to Nürnburg. I have never gotten motion sickness before and now I can officially say that it is NO FUN! Oh man… It was the craziest train ride I have ever been on. It didn’t help that I was riding the entire way backwards… that’s probably what did it to be honest. I have a new found sympathy for people who get motion sick.
Because we are such a large group of people, once we got to Nürnburg it was time to split off into groups to stay in our specific locations. My group is staying at the YMCA right smack-dab in the middle of the city, which is awesome! We’re really close to everything and get to explore the city at night too (also it’s perfect for late night McDonalds runs). We are a 3 minute walk from the old cathedrals and the closest location to the huge castle at the highest point of the city.
As a school we were still in lectures this past week. We would listen to lecture and from there we would go do street evangelism. So far, it’s looked different every day. Sometime we lead worship on the streets, other time we approach people and talk to them. At times its more subtle, like leaving notes in books and change rooms of stores for people to find.
God has been working so much since we’ve been here. There are countless stories of how he’s shown his faithfulness and timing here. I actually got quite discouraged my first few days here. It seemed like every time that I tried to evangelize it would just turn into a big flop. Nothing would happen and I would feel like a failure. I was trying so hard I think that I forgot that it wasn’t me that needed to do the planning, but God. He has the correct timing for everything.
A group of 3 of us were sitting in McDonalds and one of us needed to go to the bathroom. We looked at the bathroom and there was someone collecting money. Depending on the store in Germany, you have to pay to use the bathroom. I knew that Starbucks was a place where you didn’t need to pay to use them, so we headed off there. She went to the bathroom while Ally and I stayed outside and tried to take advantage of the free wifi. I was having some issues connecting to it because my iPod touch is positively ancient so we were “complaining” pretty loudly in a joking manner. A German boy around our age asked if we needed help. We said no, and that we were just being winey about the wifi and he laughed. We noticed that he had a guitar case, and being from an arts school we asked him about it. We got to talking and he invited us to sit down. We told him what we were doing in Nurnberg and he asked if we were going to talk to him about that “Jesus stuff”. Ally said that we could if he wanted to, but he insisted that he didn’t want to. Instead we talked about his band and how they play on the streets and in bars. He talked about how they were in the process of mixing and releasing their first CD. We were planning to do worship in front of the old cathedral that night, and since he was into street music we invited him and then we parted ways for the day. We didn’t think much of it until later that night. He actually showed up and got prayer and talked to us for a long time about Christian morals and our beliefs. He played us some of his songs and we invited him to the gallery night we were going to have so he could play some music.  He ended showing up and we got to talk to him some more. Hopefully we’ll get to keep pouring into his life for the next week we’ll be here! It was just so cool seeing how God works!  I asked a German afterwards and she told me that the lady at McDonalds was actually asking for donations and not payment, but had we known that we would have never gone to Starbucks and would have never met him.
There have also been countless other things that have gone on here like healings and other “coincidences” like the one that I had (I don’t believe in coincidences anymore). God is just so perfect and amazing.
Today is our lazy day; we get to explore and relax and then it’s back to the streets for another week of awesome! If you wanted to pray me and my DTS, prayer for a continuing of God’s amazing works through us and for our energy to stay up would be amazing. God is so good and I’m excited for all the stories that I’ll get to share about how much he works in all of our lives and missions here.